today was beautiful, lonely, sort of warm outside and its all i could ask for. i acknowledge that i am alive and i will not just be a statistic. i am not a parasitic creature of society but a human being that has yet to reach their prime. life may throw it's curveballs and make everything seem like shit but i will say 'fuck it' because it cannot break me down any worse than before. i've hit the bottom already you bastards. something in me is about to change, my life will start a new track. it may not be tomorrow or next week but this is the beginning of the rest of my life.
i can feel it in my bones, i can see it in the trees and smell it in